eGFR declining year after year on blood pressure medication that your doctor calls optimal.
Creatinine rising alongside it. Ankles swelling by the end of the day.
A dialysis conversation creeping closer at every appointment.
Nothing works.
And I didn't understand why.
It seemed like I was doing everything right. But nothing helped.
I felt cursed. Maybe even like I was born wrong.
And nobody gets what this does to you. How it takes over everything.
For everyone else it's just a number on a chart, but for me it was the fear I carried to every appointment.
How exhausting it is to just... exist. And wait for the next bad panel.
I felt exactly the same way for eight years.
Until...
I found 41,847 people living the exact same hell.